Dynomite

♪I throw my hands up in the air sometimes...♫ That's a great song, but today I mean it in a completely different way. Sometimes it just feels like you are banging your head against a wall when trying to teach and raise your kids. I know that more seeps in than they let on, but you have to wonder.... I don't believe anything is beyond "hope", but there are definitely times I feel like I want to just throw my hands up and say "I give up." "I'm exhausted." My brain and my heart cannot take anymore. I sincerely apologize to my parents for being such a pain in the butt as a teenager and thinking that I knew more than they did. I now see how insanely STUPID that is. I'm sure once the dust settles, I'll be able to pull up my boot straps and continue on, but for today...